Life has a way of getting in the way. You know what I mean?
I know I have taken a long time to post again. Things have really gotten crazy in my head and I have not been able to really put my full attention on this site. I apologize. During the pandemic I have been keeping myself busy with various activities that have been helpful for my mental health though. Thankfully, I’ve at least kept myself moving during the shortened work hours and the social distancing.
To be honest the first time I tried to write to clear my head, I wrote this and it sat in my notes until now,
“I have to be okay with the fact that the plans for me and my life aren’t always what I have planned for myself. I can always plan for things to go a certain way but at the end of the day, I have to be still and understand that I can only do so much. I can only do my best and it may not always get me to where I want but it will get me to where I need to be. The lessons in life will not always be easy and they will not always teach me what I want to be taught. I am thankful nonetheless about where life has taken me. I am looking forward to the unknown. I acknowledge that when I do not know what to do I usually do not do anything at all.”
So I keep reading those words every couple of days to remind myself to be okay in the times I am not doing too well. For the days I don’t feel like doing anything at all. Every day is a lesson and another blessing I have been given. I'm trying even if I don't know what I am doing. Just a little bit at a time.
I’ll be back soon to post more soon. Until then I hope you can still look forward to what life has to offer, even during this time of great uncertainty.
Xo
